Friday, June 20, 2014

Pregnancy Test

Well we received heartbreaking news yesterday, my pregnancy test came back negative. We did a fresh cycle with PGD testing and one embryo was transferred. Yesterday we were devastated and exhausted and this morning it turned in to anger. I've prayed and stayed faithful and I just don't understand? So many emotions flood through your head and it almost feels like I have miscarried again. My Husband has been my rock and is wanting to try again also which I am thankful. I just received the news from my Nurse a couple of hours ago and they biopsied one embryo the day of my transfer and the results came back and it is healthy and ready for us when we are. I go in to talk to my Doctor in about a week to discuss if this is the route we should take but I am feeling pretty confident since nothing is wrong with either of us that this is the path we will take. I am just so confused, how did it not work? I realize it wasn't in God's plan for us or it would have happened but I just can't wrap my head around it. We did everything right. We even paid the extra money to have the embryo tested to assure a healthy one was getting transferred. These results are so heartbreaking but I am continuing to believe that God is going to deliver my miracle and I realize that it is not going to happen in my time frame. I refuse to let this break me and I will continue to keep my faith.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose." Romans 8:28

Monday, June 9, 2014


My transfer date is scheduled for tomorrow and reality has literally slapped me in the face today and my nerves are beginning to kick in!! Things are getting real! Aghhh! Lord give me the strength to get through the next couple of weeks and If things don't go as I planned Jesus please give me the faith to continue to believe my miracle is on its way. Continued prayers will be appreciated.

UPDATE: Our biopsy results came back and we were only able to transfer 1. I go on the 19th for our pregnancy test!!

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Retrieval Date

My retrieval date is scheduled for this Thursday! Agghhh, I'm nervous and excited at the same time. My nurse just called me with a list of instructions and that she would call me on Friday to give me a fertilization report. So please continue to keep me and my Hubby in your prayers!

UPDATE: 13 Eggs were retrieved and I just received a phone call yesterday from the Embryologist stating that 6 of the 13 are of high quality. PRAYERS